I had so many plans this year. Novels and shorts published under both names. And what is the end result?
Only one short story, a sword and sorcery fantasy, was published in someone else's anthology.
Selling a short should make any writer happy. Don't get me wrong; it does.
But right now, life has kicked me in the head again.
Today marks the end of the second week of my MIL's stay at a rehab care facility. She fell on their front porch the Sunday after Thanksgiving, and ended up in the hospital. The injuries from the fall itself weren't the problem per se, but other issues came to light, which resulted in a week's stay at the hospital before she was transferred.
And because no one in my husband's family can keep a straight head in a crisis, I'm the one keeping track of everything.
Which is the capper to a year of dealing with a variety of personal issues, mainly other people's.
It doesn't mean I haven't been writing. I've been tapping away on my phone while waiting on kids and parents at various appointments.
It doesn't mean I haven't been editing. There's a proof copy of a paperback sitting in my backpack, along with a highlighter and sticky notes, that gets pulled out when I can.
But right now, I'm angry and frustrated because it feels like I'm spinning my wheels on my career for the third straight year. It doesn't help that if you're reading this today, Wednesday the 30th, I'm probably sitting in MIL's room, listening while the medical team plans for her eventual release.
Why am I there? Because the two sisters-in-law who are supposed to have the power and responsibility for medical decisions probably didn't show up. Again. And FIL asked DH to be there, and DH asked me to be there, because they both are having trouble keeping track of all the doctors' opinions and appointments because they're stressed and worried and not thinking straight.
I really want to say, "Not my circus, not my monkeys," and bury myself in Sam's latest adventure because, well, cursed phones, a Kevin Smith clone, and the return of Baron Samedi are way more fun than wound care and blood sugar levels and blood oxygen readings.
Needless to say, nothing more will be released in 2015. Here's hoping 2016 will be a little better.
On Not Writing
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